To be completely forthright, I'm starting this because I have a few friends with blogs and have had livejournal accounts and myspace accounts, and each time I've ended up with "real life" friends that have access to them. Sometimes I want to be completely unabashedly crazy about what's driving me nuts in life--and I think that's the point of blogs.
Type what you think, screw the others opinions. Maybe people have an agenda, a cause...and others just ramble. I'm somewhere in between.
A little about me: I have a wonderful husband, two amazing dogs, a nice house, a great job, the best friends a person could wish for, loving family, and even a fun and rewarding "hobby" coaching kids at a local school.
I also have a type "A" personality, an extremely stressful job, very little time to myself, a husband who right now is sitting on the other side of the couch curious what I'm up to while typing so much on the laptop, a hereditary blood condition that I can do nothing about, no solid stance on my religious beliefs, and a complete inability to successfully carry a baby to "term".
I've named this blog "Wanting it All" because I want the last two. I know how blessed my life is, but I want to get my religious beliefs established...but I choose to sleep in on Sundays. I want to keep trying to conceive, but knowing my physical limitations and the odds stacked against me, after the heartbreak of 2 confirmed miscarriages (and an unknown amount of unconfirmed) over the last 3 years, I've lost a bit of faith here.
...faith a bit lost, hope still alive to try every month. While starting the domestic adoption process...but more on that later...
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And I'm with you sister.
ReplyDeleteI have a feeling you are going to help me out a lot through all this - and hopefully, I'll be able to return the favor.
Thanks! :)